.just one day will be fine a day where I can be happy spend time with you or me or family..just one day where I can laugh and smile and not think what I’m doin just wish once you can stop fighting with me ..what did I do too you….nothing right!!!one day I’ll smile and laugh and nt be sad or mad… Hopefully you realize ever since I got pregnant you treated me like shyt…sorry like you said you wish I wasn’t the one women for your son….idnt regret what I do I’m blessed!with everything.one day you will realize
icant sleep …I’m really tired bt all I do is stare at ma little baby and smile cus he’s the curtest baby ever! He means the world too me bt all I do too is think about my love …fuck I hate this …why did this had too happen….
Life dosent really end today…but for me it feels like it…today I lost the person iloved..I taught he loved me the same way iloved him but I got mind fucked..I’ve only been with like 3 guys but had a serious realationship with one..3 years 7 months…bt I’ll make it clear he was just the same …everything changed on Jan.when I came back home ..the fights the screaming..never taught the words that came out of him where true..I was heart broken cus in 2 years that never came out…bt now I knw ..words are words ..but never will be the truth…& I’m just a girl that fell for his words.
So now I lay here bursting in tears „,never taught this would happened ,
Just me and ma little boy.
Cus that’s the only thing he left me.MySON.
Loveyou Brayan Alezandro I knw I’ll never loose you mi Gordo
.ma life has so many ups And downs and i can’t Handel the hill and turns I think I’m getting sick of this crazy ride..just need him close soall this can end!